Blackberry the Crow.

This bird died on my lawn today.
&& Honestly, it made me soo sad.
I hate to see that.

my mom was going to throw him away, but I couldnt bare the thought of him just being thrown away like trash.

So I burried him.

RIP Blackberry.

<3.

For My Birthday.

I've Been Told I am hard to shop for, So this year I made a Suggestion List. :]

For My Birthday.

1. Pink/White Beach Cruiser [Yes, I want a bike!] [Suggestion: BC-706 Womens'-- http://www.beachbikes.net/index.php?p=product&id=183&parent=46&pro_detail=Y]
2. New Ipod. [I honestly dont care what kind.. just not a shuffle.]
3. Camp Rock DVD.
4. Best of Both Worlds DVD.
5. A Little Bit Longer Shirt [Size M.] [http://www.jonasbrothersmerch.com/index.php?main_page=product_info&cPath=6&products_id=78]
6. Michael Phelps Poster.
7. Jonas Brothers: 'Its About Time' CD.
8. Jonas Prom Poster [http://www.jonasbrothersmerch.com/index.php?main_page=product_info&cPath=3&products_id=37]
9. Camp Rock CD. [Deluxe Edition]
10. Demi Lovato Juniors Guitar Tee [size L][http://demilovato.fanfire.com/cgi-bin/WebObjects/fanfire.woa/wa/product?sourceCode=DLOWEB&sku=DLO44512]
11. Hanson Blue Sky Tank Top [Size L, Perhaps a XL] [http://www.hanson.net/site/hanson/section/3]
12. Miley Cyrus: 'Breakout' CD.
13. Taylor Swift Black Henley [Size L] [http://www.richardsandsouthern.com/store/product_info.php?cPath=68&products_id=1430&osCsid=8283e16db14b5f7d1fca9efd7debe622]
14. Taylor Swift Black Hoodie [Size L] [http://www.richardsandsouthern.com/store/product_info.php?cPath=68&products_id=1434]
15. David Beckham Galaxy Jersey.
16. Juno DVD.
17. Transformers DVD.
18. Demi Lovato Relaxed Mic Poster [http://demilovato.fanfire.com/cgi-bin/WebObjects/fanfire.woa/wa/artist?sourceCode=DLOWEB&categoryName=Posters&artistName=Demi+Lovato]
19. Barnes and Nobles Gift Card.
20. Urban Outfitters Gift Card.
21. Jonas Brothers: 'A Little Bit Longer' Walmart Bonus. [Includes 'Live to Party'.]
22. Jonas Brothers: 'A Little Bit Longer' Best Buy Bonus. [Includes 'Out Of This World']
23. M.A.C. Makeup. [Liner: Eye Pencil- 'Ebony'.] [Liner: Fluidline- 'Blue Peep'.] [Tinted Lipglass- 'Pink Lemonade' and/or 'Underage'.] [209 Eyeliner Brush.]
24. Flats. [Colors: Silver. Black. Gold.]
25. Boots. [Colors: Black.] [Style: Ankle or Knee.] [Please, No Boots W/ the Fur.]
26. Silver Band [Ring Size: 7 1/2.]
27. && When all else fails.. Money is always nice.

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Is it sad..

That the only thing I truly want for my birthday is to meet those 3 Jonas Boys? I am gonna be 19 years old, and I dont want a new car.. or a new ipod.. I dont want new clothes.. all I can think of is Jonas, Jonas, Jonas!

I cant get it out of my mind that basically everyone but me has met Jonas.. I will meet them and hopefully before I am 40. Cause I dont want to meet the boys of my dreams while pulling up in a mini van with 4 kids while in sweat pants and a fanny pack.

Whatev..

XOXO Gossip Greg.

Enough Said.

That boy is hotter than dry ice.

<3.

New York here I come!

Finally.

For all of you people out there in blog land, I just want to say.. I QUIT! I finally quit that hell of a job. So now I am jobless. Bleh. Ill think of something.

Lets see. Review of past days.
On Friday I went to see Metro Station. Mason looked hella hott. Duh.
The Maine, The Cab, and Danger Radio also Played. Never really listened to them, but they were amazingness live. Seriously.
One of thee best shows I have ever been too.
I had to sweet talk the security guard to let Shelby in cause her sister lost her ticket. Not that hard, he seemed easily persuadable.. which is bad for a security guard but good for me. haha.

Saturday, I went to San Diego. Dulce was in town. Love her. We had so much fun. My dad barbequed by the pool and we tanned and chatted about life. Then we all went to Ghiradellis and got Sundaes. Yum. What else.. Then I drove home and have been doing nonsense on the computer for like five hours.. Then it turned into Sunday, and I am still on the computer. You know me. I am also half watching Dawn of the Dead. Never seen it before, its pretty good I guess.

So this summer..
July 12- Jonas Irvine.
July 13- Jonas Anaheim.
July 14- Jonas Anaheim.
July 15- Jonas San Fran.
July 16- Jonas Sacramento.
July 17- Jonas Concord.
July 18- Metro Anaheim.
July 19- Metro LA.
July 20- Metro Alpine.
July 29- Metro Clearwater.
July 30- Metro Lake Buena Vista
July 31- Metro Boca Raton.
August 1- Metro Saint Augustine.

&& Word is Hanson is going on tour.. I dont know about now since Zacky just had a baby and Ikey's wife is expecting next month.. But I pray they do.

Its gonna be one hell of a summer. && Shelby is gonna be there every step of the way. :]

<3 CG.

Tired.

Day 6825, and I have not accomplished my life goal of becoming know to the world AKA 'Famous.'
I have been alive nearly 19 years and still nothing.

I am tired of my lame job.
I am tired of my gayy school.
I am tired of being poor.
I am tired of being uncomfortable with my body.
I am tired of living a boing life..

Things need to change. Like Now. Before I go crazzyyy.

I am working soo much these days so I can save up for Metro Station tickets.

At least this summer cant suck, because of days full of Metro Station and Jonas Brothers.

Summer Goals:
1. Get the most amazing hug from Mason.
2. Get a picture with Jonas.
3. Get a speaking role on a show/movie.
4. Pay off a credit card.
5. Find a job that doesnt suck.

Yeap, Yeap.

<3 CG.

Jonas.

6AM Tuesday Morning: I wolk up with anticipation of Jonas Presale Tickets. I showered, Dryed && Straightened my hair, Put on my face, etc. At 10AM It was like opening the gates at a race track. It was clicking and refreshing, trying to get the presale code, from the Team Jonas server that had probably the maximum capacity, so was slow as a turtle on its back.. Akward Turtle.. Well anyways.. After about 15 minutes of Pure Fustration the code came up, I screamed like a little girl and I rushed to the ticketmaster site. I enter the code and got Row K to the San Fran Show. Ashley who was also online trying to get tickets got 11th Row for the Sacramento show. As if it wasnt a tease that I got 11th row once, when all I wanted was to be 10th row or above.. I got 11th Row TWICE. Whatev. I confirmed my purchase of 200 Dollar JB Concert tix [for 2 tix..] and Grabbed my stuff and was out the door.

1025AM Tuesday: I pick up Jazmin and we are onto LA.

1215PM Tuesday: We finally make it to the Dancing with the Stars Studio. We wait in line with no real hope of getting in. We dont have tickets, since tickets had been booked for weeks. The line grows emencly ever hour. We feed the meters every hour since the meter only times for an hour or less. The producers of the show insist that if you request a certain amount of tickets, that you must use that amount, so we just so happen to get tickets. We get in an have an amazing view of the stage.

5 something PM Tuesday: The Jonas Brothers take the stage. They look amazingly hott with a side of sexyness. Delicious. They perform WYLMITE && Take on Me. Garbo looked hotter than Dry Ice && I may have gone deaf with all the screaming. They left. We had to watch the rest of the show.. Blah.. We all know why we were there.. haha.

8 something PM Tuesday: I get to my car. PARKING TICKET. F those Jonas Boys. I have to pay 200 for Wango Tickets, 100 for each Concert Ticket [4 Shows], 300 for the Speeding Ticket I got going to see them on Ellen, and Now I have a 40 parking ticket. Goodness. There Breaking Me. I may need a second Job..

9 something PM Tuesday: After stopping to eat at Paty's [Amazingness.] We make it to the Jimmy Kimmel Line. About 8 people are in front of us. Its okay though because they are people that we knew didnt get into 'Dancing' so they just came directly here. We sit down, and prepare for the rough night ahead.

11ish PM Tuesday: We grow tired. It was cold. Hollywood Blvd, is not that glamorous. drunk people, trash, and a mangled sidewalk. We sigh, and I begin to make up fanfics to entertain my fellow JoBro enthusiasts. Something about The Jonas Brothers lost in Buffalo.. No One knows.. we all began to forget what we were doing.

1ish AM Wednesday: More People begin to line up. People argue about saving spots in line. Apparently there are 'no cutcies.' We wonder if the Sun will come up tommorrow..

2ish AM Wednesday: I begin to do cart wheels in the middle of the street. I am wearing a cape, for reasons no one will ever know. I am Super Jonas, though I cannot fly. Bummer..

3ish AM Wednesday: I begin talking with my hands and exaggerating everything I say. I to others seem to have 'lost it.'

4ish AM Wednesday: We make a run [we drove] to rite aid, to stalk up on soda, chips, and peeps. We buy posterboard to entain ourselves through the night.

430ish AM Wednesday: I settle back into my spot. We make signs for the show. Some Examples are: 'Nick, Lets Pone.', 'F Word. Exclamation Point.', 'Joe Call Me 867-5309.' and the infamous 'Nick, Id go to jail for you.' Jillian decides to draw the band a portait. Shelby decides that Garbo got shot and it just went down hill from there. though the end result was pure amazingness.

5ish AM Wednesday: I form a caccoon in a sleeping bag and try to hyberate.

6ish AM Wednesday: People inturupt my sleep by wondering if I am still alive. I was weak, but alive. People continue to complain about people cutting, I yell && Tell them that if they have waited as long as I have they have the right to complain. My 'entourage' and I exchange stories, and complaing about ticket prices and sells. Then we Begin directing traffic.. dont ask..

8ish AM Wednesday: The line grows. I have in-studio tickets, So I have to actually wait in another line, I just roughed the night with 'my people' because I had nothing else to do. No one was in the other line and the Security Guard says I can line up at like 9 if I wanted.

9AM Wednesday: I stand in my line with 3 other people..

11AM Wednesday: I am in line with 9 other people.. Doing nothing. Standing, because apparently homeless people like to urinate on the stairs of the El Capitain Theater. Gross.

1PM Wednesday: I still wait in line with 9 other people.

3PM Wednesday: I have someone hold my spot in line so I can check in with 'my people'. The line has grown emencly. OMJ. There are people everywhere. On the roof, in the alley, In Line, Across the Street, In the Parking Lot. Its Jonas Madness. The Jonas Fans have already begun distroying the property by littering and riping out the lineing of the fence. I wonder what they are thinking. I am crazy, but I have respect for the environment && Private Property. My People are in line, alive and Well. They also question the sanity of those around us. I return to my line.

330PM Wednesday: Chelsea Staub Just so happens to walk past the line. I acknowledge her with a hello and a hug. She is with Kristy Frank, who is also very gorgeous in person. Ahh, To be pretty in pairs.. I am very jealous. She stays for about a half hour. I guess my acknowledgment of her attracted others, and our conversation is interrupted by fans wanting pictures. To be a celebrity.. Well, We made a quick You Tube Video and she carried on with her life.

545ish PM Wednesday: The Time Has Come. It's About Time. Haha.. Pun on Words.. I guess its a Jonas Thing..

So a summary of Jimmy Kimmel..

So like I waited in line to see them for 23 hours.. I was like 4th in line, and I ended up 2nd row inside, and sat behind Jimmy Kimmel's dad. You can see me in pink and gray behind his dad in the video when Jimmy says to JB 'No my dads a fan too' and they show his dad. && When Jimmy said that 'some fans slept outside', you can hear me screaming 'That was me..' ha. I held up my Sign that said 'Nick, Id go to jail for you.' and during the break the boys and jimmy laughed. Then the boys got up after the interview to go out to the outside stage and I got to hold Kevins hand before he went outside. Then I rushed outside and pushed my way through the crowd of like 1000 people to be in the front right by Kevin. [People were pushing, fighting, and pulling hair.. to be young..]. They sang When You Look Me In the Eyes, SOS, Hello Beautiful, Goodnight && Goodbye, Then lastly Hold On. Then they left the stage and everyone rushed to where there cars were parked.. There were dozens of policemen and security, and a helicopter.. It was honestly crazy. You would have thought that Elvis had risen from the dead for a fairwell concert or something, Seriously. Some girl jumped infront of their SUV and got thrown down by a police officer.. What was she thinking. That if they killed her, they would play at her funeral?

1ish AM Thursday: I make it home from LA. In One Piece. Tired, Dirty, but Oh So Happy. I brush my teeth, clean up and get into my PJ's. I hit the pillow and am out.

I love My life. It entertains me so. This Saturday is the Kids Choice Awards [I predict Jonas Will Own..] && Then its Bow Wow's Joey Page's Show. It shall be entertaining. I still havent decided if I am going to his Fresno Show. I am kinda poor and thats really far, but I want to see Ashley. Decisions, Decisions.

<3 CG.

Time.

I started my day being productive with my time.
I drove to the Hilton to apply for a job.
With the money from that move out and start my own life..
Blah blah blah.
Well they told me that you had to apply online.
So I drove all the way over there for nothing.
They pretty much wasted my time.

I then proceeded to go visit Kayla.
We hung and pretty much wasted time until Meagan got off work.
Then we ate Chinese and went to the mall.
We bought a bunch of marvelous things.
Then we created some of the most amazing You-Tube Videos.
Which you can now check out on my channel.
WWW.youtube.com/misscourtneyglenn

Then I realized what time it was.
So I said my goodbyes and got on my car to go home.
As I drove I wasn’t really in a hurry so I drove at a leisurely pace.
I got off the freeway and reached the street in which I turn into my complex.
I usually go through the second exit.
My mother always questions why I have to go the same way but I guess it’s an OCD thing.
but for some reason I chose to go through the first entrance.
I slowed down to turn when all of a sudden the car in front of me catches my eye.
The car begins to jump the curve then all of a sudden spins and hits a power box.
And as many people could assume, the power box exploded as did part of a tree.
I slammed on the breaks in disbelief at what just happened.
If I would have kept going he could have hit me or I could have been way closer to the explosion.
I tried to catch my breath as that had scared me oh so much.
Then all of a sudden it sparked again.
Really close to my car.
I then freaked, as I don’t want my car to explode as well.
So I moved my car further down the road and proceeded to call the police.
I got out of my car to make sure the driver was alright.
Only to find a teenage boy pacing and muttering his father was going to kill him.
I told him that it could have been a lot worse and to thank god he was okay.
The police and firemen came.
They questioned me and took my information.
I told them what I knew and that I pleaded not guilty.
The police officer then arrested me and read me my rights.
Just kidding.
About the arresting and reading of the rights.
But I did plead not guilty.
I was then allowed to leave.
I drove home only to notice the outside light was not on.
My mother always leaves the light on when I am out.
That only meant one thing.
No Power.
I don’t know if you ever lived without power but it sucks.
Do you know what power does..
It keeps your refridgerator working.
It charges my cell phone.
It keeps the lights on so I dont have to change in the dark.
It also keeps the lights on in the bathroom.
So that’s not fun.
It makes my alarm clock work.
It powers the television.
It powers the wireless internet.
And since all the power in my community is out..
I cant steal someone elses internet either.
Power also charges My Laptop.. thats currently on half battery.
Its going to be a grim night and a not so bright morning.
And I am on call for the police incase they need my witness report.
My timing was just great.
Now I witnessed a crime and now I might have to go into witness protection.
I am going to be Ava Hunter Withington of Portsmith, Washington. I am 24 years old and work the register at the Dairy Queen down the street.

Life.
When life gives you lemons throw it back and say there not ripe enough.
You deserve only the best.
But right now I feel as if I have the unripened lemons.
Whatev.

That’s you daily dose of my life.

[This was written when I had no power, and no way of posting it since I had no internet. But as you can assume my power is back on.. Thank goodness..]

<3 CG.

Done.

My Commercial is done.



<3 CG.

Waiting.

Today I Waited.
Not like the wait for the people on the titanic...
the whole 'wait to die, wait to live, wait for an absolution that would never come'
It was just waiting.
I went as a supporter today to Meagan's audition && waited in line for like 10 hours.
Then after the whole proccess of auditioning, we went to Pinkberry.
I got the usual.. No surprise there.
Then we checked out some apartments..
Then went to universal.
I was apart of the Fear Factor Live show, I lost first.
As if my life wasnt full of embarressment already..
Whatev.
So then we saw Shrek 4D..
Then decided we had had enough.
The Year Pass is so worth it.
You can go whenever you want, for however long you want.
If you want to just go run up the flight of a million stairs and leave, you can.
I love the freedom.
Then we ate at Patys.
Amazingness.
The manager pretty much recognizes us all the time now.
I tried to convince him to name something after me on the menu.
I dont feel as if I was that convincing.
But you never know, it could be like this years superbowl.. a surprise victory.
Go Giants.
Then we went on to drive home.
I have been so out of it because I have slept like less than three hours in the past two nights.
I am going to bid adu and go into a deep slumber.
See you in the Spring.

<3 CG.

Sweetness.

Today I am filming my Commercial.
I am uber super excited.
Its going to be pure sweetness.
Then I am gonna wrap up with Jaz's.
Then its a night of editing.
:]

<3 CG.

Work.

No Work this week.
I dont know why.
I am pretty much what is known as 'poor'.
I have nothing to do.
Wow, My life is exilirating.
Be Jealous.

<3 CG.

Waffles && Pancake.

Today I wolk up to sadness.
My Fish of Three Plus years has passed.
Waffles was his name, swimming was his game.
In September I was also saddened with the loss of My Frog Pancake.
I am really not in the mood today to go get my tires fixed, nor to work.
I get so emotional over their deaths.
They were the only pets I have ever had.
Now My other frog Muffin is alone.
I love them so much.
&& I miss them already.
RIP Pancake. 2005-2007.
RIP Waffles. 2005-2008.


<3 CG.

Script.

I have completed the script to my commercial.
Its pretty much brilliant.
[Golf Clap.]
I just need to memorize my script.
&& Purchase a Hannah Montana Wig, some food, && a board of wood..
Dont ask.
Ill post the final product when I am done.

Nothing much else.

<3 CG.

Name.

What is a name?
Something your parents come up with when you come into the world.
How do they pick it?
By looking at you and saying you look like a fill in the blank.
or
Do perhaps they just really like a name that no matter what your like or how you look they are going to give you the name anyways.
Today in math my teacher was trying to memorize all the names of the people in the class, and when he came upon me he asked my name.
I replied 'my name is Courtneyglenn but my friends call me Courtney.'
He said 'You dont look like a Courtney.'
I blankly stared at him.
He replied to my glare with a 'perhaps you could be a Carmen or Kathy, not really a Courtney.'

It got me to thinking. What if I really am not a Courtney. I dont feel like a Courtney, but what does a Courtney feel like? I am so confused right now perhaps I should avoid the name situation and now only be referred to as %. Maybe then life would be easier for people to figure out who I am.

Well in other news, I was soo dehydrated in Math today, well technically yesterday. I sat there for a while and was like wow I could really go for a nice refreshing beverage. I quietly counted my change and had exactly enough for a Soda. When the teacher called break I briskly walked to the Soda machine to quench my thirst. I inserted my money and pressed Sprite, as everyone knows I enjoy the Lemon Lime Sodas. I reach for my soda and what am I surprised to see? Diet Dr. Pepper. For other people who roll that way, another soda would be a delightful surprise, but as for me I was so heartbroken. First off I hate Diet Sodas, I heard once that they cause cancer or something, I mean what doesnt cause cancer these days, but it totally freaked me out. Then Secondly I hate Dr. Pepper. The smell alone makes me want to become a Peppertarian. So that was like a double whammy. Two things I hate in one item. Who markets this stuff, goodness. I did manage to find a bottle of water in my car before I collapsed from a lack of hydration.

Besides that I would like to throw it out that..
I am soo excited for today. I love leap years. I feel that I get to experience this year a little longer. I am eighteen for one more day than I was seventeen, sixteen or fifteen. I totally love it. I feel like the 366th day of the year should be something special. I wonder if anything magical shall come about. One can only dream.

That about it.

<3 CG.

Blue.

Today Kayla, Meagan && I reviewed our Apartment Plans.
We are going to color coordinate our apartment, so nothing is confused.
Kayla is going to be Pink.
Meagan is going to be Green.
&& I am going to be Blue.
Its going to be soo wicked.
We got carried away and already purchased our sheets.
Mine are Blue.
Go Figure..
Love the saying.
Hate the Movie.
Just Thinking out loud, sorry..
We ate Pinkberry again today.
I think their funky style is what gave us the idea.
I cant wait for July!

<3 CG.

Vote.

I am not a Republican.
Yet I respect the president.
I cannot complain about our current economic or political problems,
because I have done nothing to change them.
Until Today [Well technically yesterday.]
I feel so in power.
I registered to Vote.
&& You should too.
Rock the Vote.

<3 CG.

Turkey.

My computer Clock says its 3:58AM.
Our Song By Taylor Swift plays on my itunes.
I never thought this is how it would end.
Its like 46 degrees over my comfort zone.
I am sweating bullets here.
I am down to my skibbies.
I am guessing thats the correct word.
Its as if I am being roasted like a turkey.
Another reason to stay vegetarian.
My mother says I cant mess with the air.
Maybe if I slept outside I would be comfortable.
But I fear the neighborhood cats.
I dont want to be attacked.
I dont know when they ate last.
&& If I Feel like a roasted turkey..
I wonder if thats what they would think I was.
I am not taking that chance.
I will brave the night.


I have a feeling I am gonna be addicted to this Blog thing.

<3 CG.

Pinkberry.

As i rushed to reach Pinkberry before their closing hour, I realized how dull my life was.
This Morning I drove to Hemet to Watch TRL.
Then Home to get ready for work.
Worked from 5-9.
Then got Pinkberry.
Mind you I got the Same thing; Original with Fruity Pebbles, Captain Crunch, && Strawberries.

I reviewed my life and future plans.
This is what I have discovered.
My paychecks right now are minimal.
I work all the time, but it seems every two week I get the same low paycheck.
If i want to move out before I am 19 something is going to need to change.
I already have the floor plan to my apartment set up.
I just need the money for the apartment.
We've decided Burbank.
Its by all the studios.
I am going to get a second Job.
Apparently at the Hilton Reservations.
I am going to school Tuesday and Thursday Mornings.
Work at the restaurant Lunch and Dinner Shifts.
Then work at the Hilton Graveyard.
Just for the next couple of Months.
Til like August.
By then I will have saved enough that I will feel comfortable moving out on my own.
Nervous?
Yes, But I indeed can survive on my own.
I already can cook ramen, remember to feed my fish, and check the mail.
How hard can life on your own be.
I mean if Britney Spears can do it, so can i.
I have faith.
Sorta.

I just hope it will all be worth it in the end.

[Fun Fact: I decided were going to do Pinkberry Sundays. I love new traditions.]

<3 CG.